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I Have Survived ~By Sorez The Scribe
Scarred for life No doubt about that Old enough now to realize Why after all the bar fights The baseball bats and Broken bones home runs Blood "E" Knuckles and scars Lashing out towards others For the pain engrained Into my heart as a child I understand now the why I hurt others and then Turned upon my self Also realizing then I dropped to my knees One day I finally Begged me to forgive My self and then Started out anew Caring and sharing Ebracing Light Given Already knew that God has Forgiven me Many years ago Past my sorrow Reason I like to Ride Upon a Harley is Two Wheels and Open Roads In the Wind and Freedom Away from my past sorrows I can truly feel My self alive as I throttle on knowing I have survived beyond My tortured past Does not explain though Why my heart is so closed When all of of my life All I have ever wanted Is to be Justified and Loved Maybe One Day I will be able to Let go of and be Loved Right Now though I realize I am not ready yet May never be ready To be Loved and Cherished
"You fucking piece of shit When you raped and beat me I was an innocent child You Raped my soul Molested my being And scarred me for life And I have SURVIVED Maybe WHEN I get the news That you have died I might be able To live my Life You piece of shit fucking prick I will be sure to be there To piss upon your grave." ~Sorez ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dealt
The blood I shed The Life I have taken Away from you
Can I ever Forgive My Self
For taking You out away From your child
As they buried you Your daughter Cried
In mommy's Belly Kelly cried
~Sorez
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